Agony

I no longer wish to see
To feel,to speak,
There is no you,nor me
There is no truth to seek.

And I'm forced to live this lie
In this tormented world
I'd rather forget,or better die
'Cause my soul was sold.

I may be weak,or maybe lost
Or maybe forever damned,
But I'm not lookin' for yesterday's ghost
I'm just trying to get out...

Thousand words forbidden
Are yelling in my head
And the sentence was given
Now let the poison spread.

This fire rising through my being
It's burning deep inside
I will not die before seeing
A new rising tide...